you participated in the promot drawing and you won. people may have really been amazed by your luck as we barely see that in everyday life. how won multiple prizs, and lost your confidence in if you should have participated only becaus people came up to you and asked baout it. so waht, why would that have anything about the entire chinese race? you are generalizing about the race based on this? i personally know many blacks and whites go crzy about these opportunities but they did not feel this would be a black or white thing. seems to me you were too defensive about what others asked you and you read too much about it. and what i hate is that you actually went on the comment on chinese as a race. that is just not fair to others in the same race!
it shows you instability and insecure about your own behavior in the society. did you steal? did you cheat in the draing process? if not, as a rightful winer of the prizes, what are you so dfensive about? and why would that justify your claim to associate this to the chinese as a race?
